Cannot

I wish it weren’t you I thought about today

But I couldn’t bring myself to stop.

I had expected you gone for good it had been quiet where your name had once stood in my way.

And yet here i sit… thinking about what could be.

Someday.

Someday, I will be strong enough to stand up to you.

Today though, I will slip into sweet thoughts. I will let memories sweep me away and envision a happier time.

For now, we just coexist in the same universe.