I’ve laughed at many things other people fear. I’ve faced my abusers, yet still battle irrational the demons left behind. But I’ve seen the monsters in my closet for the feeble minded manipulators they are. I’ve lost faith, and worked to find out what waited at MY core. I’ve been proven wrong, many times, and …
Author Archives: Kat
Gatekeeping
“Do your shadow work, lean into the paradox, never play with things that make you afraid…” You never need a circle if you have dominated the demons of your own soul. Magic is not a game. It is a journey to the ‘you’ that was sent to help this world. It’s inner alchemy. It’s the …
Hum of ideation
You’re like this constant buzzing, a hum, electric static sizzling constantly in the back of my mind. I can drown you out with laughter and music and rythm of daily life. But as the sun sets I know the quiet will come… I know late at night, the world is oh too quiet, and there …
Indecision
“Things can’t always be shiney and happy” “you do not always have to like someone, to love them” “it’s okay to cling to *that* one thing with someone as you are evolving” Right? Sometimes healing means taking a hard look at where you are and realizing, it brings out your worst qualities or continues to …
There is no white knight…
Look… Other people can not save you. They can’t fix you. That is far to much pressure to put on someone else. It will also be a big let down for you because it’s so unrealistic. Every person has wounds they need healed, every person has been hurt by others, every persons get depressed and …
Brat
I’m not the type of women who will settle your demons, my words will not soothe your soul, I am cool water on no one’s wounds. I am no teacher, no savior, and I have never been the heroine in any story. I am fire and fury, the wild passions that you’re to afraid to …
Another Guru
Don’t preach to me about life as if you have all the answers. Just another dime store guru, fresh out of nowhere, trying to get rich off the suffering of others. Never seen a thing and too young to know – life is just another animal seeking it’s next meal and we… oh we are …
Denials
I can say love is chemical. But I still crave something that blinds the senses. I can say soulmates are the thing of dreamers. It doesnt stop the ache in my chest. I can say twin flames are so rare it’s likely no one really finds theirs. It doesnt stop me from feeling like I’m …
Ode to my Shadow
Oh Shadow, I know you are broken. I know that you hold every torment and tragedy like a fresh wound. I know you exist to protect the me that walks in light. But I want you to know… We’ve got this. Not I, us, together as one whole being. I accept you, as you are …
Soulbroken
Soul broken is a pain that no words can really describe. I try very hard to keep stuff funny and light hearted or helpful. But I am exhausted, to the very core of my being. I constantly feel like there is no meaning to anything. That the world is imploding and I can’t do …
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